Thursday, December 16, 2004

REPETITIOUS NIGHTMARE

This morning, I woke-up from a nightmare, two actually, two that I've had previously and both times it freaked me out. Now there's nothing really bad about them, they're not prophetic in any way. In fact, they're both really stupid, but I keep waking up from them sweating and breathing heavy.

The first one begins in the middle, Morgan Freeman is examining me, there's no mention as to why I'm being examined, but I just know that it's related to my medical insurance. I'm not in an examine room, but my home, and my wife is beside me, with my children somewhere else, but I'm aware that they are in the house. I'm speaking to Morgan, and I find out (or he tells me) that he's a vampire and this whole examination is nothing but a set-up to get victims. I'm face to face with him, nowhere to run, he's going to kill me and my family, and there's nothing I can do about it. Now, here is where I get freaked out, faced with my impending death, I plead for a painless one. I mean I really beg for Morgan to make it as quick as possible. Dreams are fleeting, especially after you wake-up and time passes, but I do remember asking Morgan to let my family go. My wife is there, but she's sort of non-responsive, the focus is on me. So Morgan promises to make it painless, he's gonna bash my head in so fast that I'll just die instantly. So I'm sitting there as he gets ready, I'm gonna die, I know how, and I'm waiting for this vamp to put his fist through my skull. He does it, and everything goes black...

There's a pause, don't ask me why, there just is, and next thing I remember I'm on the run. Same scenario, medical insurance vamps who want me as food, but this time I'm with my wife, we're in a car, and we're on the run from black SUV's chasing us down...

And that's where it ends, no real ending, I just wake up after that.

My wife tells me that repeating dreams are important, but I can't figure out how that one could mean anything. There was one returning dream I had that does make sense, because I don't think it was a dream.

Everything is black, not like space, but a void, there's nothing around except for a closed white door. Now, I'm seeing all this through my eyes, there's no third-person perspective, it's all POV stuff, and I'm moving towards the door and the closer I get the more curious I am to go through it. The door opens, and I feel this pulling sensation, and I realize that my curiousity isn't actually me, but a "presence", some kind of spirit, telling me and pushing me to keep going. Here's the freaky part - the closer I get to the door, the more certain I become that I'll die if I go through it. The door is closed, so I have no idea what's on the other side, and believe me, I'm ripe for hell, so this is no "bible thumper" vision, but I know I'm not waking up if I go through that door.

I've had that dream three times, and each time I KNEW that I would die if I went through the door, and each time the "thing" pushing me was stronger than before. The only thing that saved me was forcing myself to wake-up, that's how conscious I was of what was happening.

Freaky.

JPG.

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